The weekend is the only time when we can go out, and do whatever we want; it’s the only time to enjoy.
I was always asking myself, how can my consultant do work at the weekend rather than having a break to relax and enjoy his life.
Seems like he has been addicted on collecting money which he doesn’t know how to spend!!
I kept telling myself that I would rather walk in the park, spend time with friends and family; invite the lady in a restaurant, have a romantic time and a good night.
I used to believe, there is no point earning money if people don’t enjoy their life; I believed that my consultant was just wasting his life and loosing his health and energy for no reason; I kept telling myself that I would never accept such a life.
The first week at work has just ended, life is totally different when we are working; many ideas, many new plans and dreams, different attitude to life, hopes, wishes and looking to the bright future and of course earning money. To sum up; I feel like being someone worthy.
Tomorrow will be my first weekend as a working person, I can enjoy my life as I got rid of the fear and will stop depriving myself from enjoying the weekend.
I keep asking myself; what should I do? Where to go? How to spend the time during the weekend? I should do wonderful things; I’ve got to have fun.
Going to cinema would be something nice, but, I’ve got no friends to go with.
I’ve got no lady to invite for dinner; I wouldn’t make any sense having a meal at restaurant on my own!!
Walking around sounds fine, but I used to do it when I was poor also.
I’ve got no family to have a family day, I’ve got no relatives to visit, what should I do?
I should be doing lots of things; it’s the weekend. I should enjoy it.
While being confused what to do; a colleague asked me whether I’m free on Sunday; “Yes, I am” I replied to her, “They want extra staff in the A&E, if you’re ready to come you’ll be paid in higher rate”.
I agreed and immediately understood why the man is doing so.
Am I going on the same way?
Have a good weekend